Monday, October 10, 2011

I miss her

I fell in love for the first time.

It was a sunny day when I met this person in her school uniform. She passed by. I followed. And I realized that we were in the same room. She was my classmate. We became friends. And...

I fell in love for the second time.

Days have passed and the relationship we had became even deeper. I never had an odd feeling when I was with her. We ate lunch together. We exchange ideas through SMS. We laugh and sing together. She was my closest friend. One day, I woke up thinking about her. And...

I fell in love for the third time.

She never knew that she made me happy every time we were together. She never knew that she was more than a bestfriend. She never knew that I love her.

One day, I came rushing to our room to tell her something about my dream. A not-so-interesting dream. But I was still excited to let her know about that just to have something to talk about. Then I found out that she's gone. She will never be back.

My bestfriend who has been suffering from cancer was not able to survive. My love. My refuge. My comfort. She has gone. And everything for me has gone.

It has been years now since she left. But our memories will stay. She has taught me what love really means. It was painful since I was not able to tell her my deepest feelings to her.

But the memories will last... Untill I fall in love for the last time :'(


[fyi: not a true story]


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