Tuesday, November 16, 2010

the new angle

Months ago since i ended my connection with the Youth Reload. T'wasn't easy leaving them since they became part of my life. But my relationship with God did not end. it was just not as active as before.

I continued my life until...

Until I met the SPOTLIGHTs or Special People Of The Lord In the Grace of His Throne. hmmmm... Unconsciously, I was looking for them. I was looking for people who work for God without giving the it's [members] any pressure. They give freedom.

Love, truthfulness, and happiness are the three words that best describe the said group (for me). And I praise God for the lives of the people who are about to teach me about life. I thank God for giving me people who make me feel loved by God despite all the things Im doing and not doing. I adore God for letting me meet them and encounter Him with them.

to the SPOTLIGHTs, a big THANKS to all of you for accepting me as part of your family :-)

A Friend's Letter

It’s been a while since the last time we talked

About or lives and about everything

I miss the times when together we walk

And sing the song; the song we used to sing

I miss our hilarious laughs, our rudeness

Our fee-fi-fo-fums that complete the day

I miss you, I miss our togetherness

The person who’s been with me all the way

Just want to know what you are going through

Are you in pain or living happily?

My friend, I want to hear more about you

Would you like to waste little time with me?

Let us not forget the past life we had

Let’s put back the persons we used to be

If you’ll say “no” to this then I’ll be sad

I’m reaching out, reach my hand carefully

Sunday, July 25, 2010

i miss him!

have you ever missed someone you never met? someone who forever will be part of your being yet unknown?

well, it was a long time ago then when he left. he went to a place where only souls can enter. GEEEEZ! i cant recall even a single moment that i was with him (of course, i was 2 years old that time). i just cant imagine how he would look like if he still exists at this time. blah blah blah...

i don't know why my heart breaks every time i remember that i never had him. according to my mom, and to the people close to his heart, my dad was a very nice, humble, and a generous person. HOMAYGASH! what if he's with me now? maybe he would give everything that i would want. maybe he would take me on his arms and would let my tears flow...

i can't say anything anymore.

i just miss him.

i just miss you.. PA!

if i could turn back the time, i would do everything just to keep you breathing. (T_T)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

this kills me..

it's been 3 days since this came into my life. It sucks coz it kills me. i want this out but i guess i need to suffer for more days before this thing decides to leave me alone. huhu.. cant help! I cant sing well, eat anything, ang laugh like i always do.

cough, please leave me alone. i dont need your presence throuh this sticky-green thing. be out! NOW NA!

Friday, July 9, 2010


Red means war. Blue means wisdom. Green means safety. Yellow means happy. But these things fall under one name—color.
Today, people are so divided by principles, ethics and faith and that cause them to reject others. Some people think that they are the only “right” in this world. Moreover, those people can’t easily accept the reality that there are many truths present in this planet. I am not saying that I believe in all CLAIMED truths. I still stand firmly in my faith but the difference is that I try to respect other’s way of seeing things.
It is sad to know that we are away from the very people we are with—away through opinions, interpretations, etc. The Bible is one of the most evident in this issue. The said book has many versions. Christian churches are numerous today and I believe that it is because of the different ways people understand the Holy Scripture. The sad fact is that one church tries to poison the other through one-sided or biased thinking. These churches are claiming that they are CHRISTIANS. Ironic, isn’t it?
However, in politics, there are people who don’t want to upkeep an elected official if that official is not the one they supported during the election. Yet these people want change for their country. Why can’t they just forget the election and move on with the majority’s choice? How will CHANGE be attained if they can’t apply it in simple things—change in the state of mind?
Yes, we can never erase the fact that we can never have one mind. But we can do something for us to live in unity as the bass, tenor, alto and soprano sing in a choir. Different voices in one harmonious and melodious song. Though we are many, we could be one. Let us be united. Let us be MANYONE!