i miss him!

have you ever missed someone you never met? someone who forever will be part of your being yet unknown?

well, it was a long time ago then when he left. he went to a place where only souls can enter. GEEEEZ! i cant recall even a single moment that i was with him (of course, i was 2 years old that time). i just cant imagine how he would look like if he still exists at this time. blah blah blah...

i don't know why my heart breaks every time i remember that i never had him. according to my mom, and to the people close to his heart, my dad was a very nice, humble, and a generous person. HOMAYGASH! what if he's with me now? maybe he would give everything that i would want. maybe he would take me on his arms and would let my tears flow...

i can't say anything anymore.

i just miss him.

i just miss you.. PA!

if i could turn back the time, i would do everything just to keep you breathing. (T_T)